nocturnal

11.3.10 - phoenix, we've got a problem

dear sleep,

i know being on medicine that effects sleep patterns means i was asking for this but could you maybe come back to me sometime soon. it would be one thing if i could concentrate on my massive amount of homework and studying i have to do at 4 am but because im so sleep deprived, i cannot. im fine going back to my usual ~5 hours of sleep but really, you're killing me.

1.27.11 - tease

hey sleep?
why don't you like me anymore?
you tease me and when i finally get you, you realize how much we like eachother and never want to let me go back to reality
and then you forget how much you like me once again
your tactics are not good for me
this run-around has got to stop.
please.
tease.

i think i'm going to rename this time since i'm with it so often...
tomorning
nightlight
mornight

...grumble...grumble...grumble...

2.16.11 - 420 du matin

barefoot in the rain, you say you've drowned again.
ill dive in if this is the last of it.
oh sweet insanity you've come at last.
shower me with your breath of calm chaos
lull me into the dreams i once knew.

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words from a rainy, sleepless night.
je suis fatigué.

These are a few previous accounts of my ever so lovely insomnia. la la la, boy is it a good thing I don't get crabby when sleep deprived or I probably wouldn't have any friends by this time.

I'd really like to go to Outside Lands this summer, they're going to be there! oh and for a little fun fact, they were my first concert, a really good first concert.

Sleeping Lessons - The Shins